Unemployment Update: Trusting the Process

Hey everyone! It’s been a little while since I’ve shared an update on my SUPER fun little unemployment era (can you feel the sarcasm here?). So, here’s what’s been going on lately!

As most of you know, I’ve been on the job hunt for a while now (97 days and counting, to be exact). It’s been a rollercoaster of emotions . There’s been some hope, a lot of doubt, excitement, even more doubt, one whopping existential crisis, then a little bit of “maybe I’ll just open a bakery and live in the woods.” But lately, things have been looking up!

I don’t think I’ve mentioned this previously but since August I’ve been a volunteer for the public library bookstore and I’ve come to absolutely adore it. Long story short, I discovered that I love working at the library so much that I actually want to make a career of it! Last week when I was volunteering, I found out that a guy I went to school with actually works in the HR department at the library system I’ve been applying to. We caught up, and he told me that they’ve been receiving my applications, and even better, they want me to keep applying for their Library Assistant openings!

That alone made my whole week. I’ve been so passionate about eventually becoming a librarian, so hearing that encouragement from someone on the inside felt like a little sign from the universe that I’m on the right path.

On top of that, I’ve been getting interviews for substitute teaching jobs! It’s something I hadn’t really considered before, but honestly, it’s perfect for right now. It’s flexible, not too stressful, and it’ll get me earning money again while I keep working toward a full-time role I love.

I’ve learned a lot during this season of unemployment, mostly about patience (if you know me you know it’s not my strongest skill, if I’m being real). But also about trusting the process, even when it doesn’t make sense.

I’ve had to let go of the idea that life has to follow some perfect timeline and instead focus on small steps forward. And sometimes, those steps are slower than you’d like, but they’re still steps, and they’re just as meaningful as big ones.

This time off has also helped me realize what I actually want to do. Working around books, helping people find information, creating welcoming spaces, that’s where my heart and my passion is.

So even though it’s been tough, I’m grateful. I’m learning more about who I am, what I want, and what I’m capable of.

So yeah! Things are looking up. Maybe not perfect, but definitely promising. Let’s hope that I have some type of regular income coming in just in time for the holidays.

And if you’re in a season where things feel uncertain too, just remember: something good is coming. It might take time, but the right door will open when it’s meant to.

Thanks for sticking with me, friends. Here’s to trusting the process - one awkward interview and random HR connection at a time. 💕

Love,

Grace